Motherhood

This entry is dedicated to my wonderful mother! She's an amazing person, and I don't just say that because she is my mother but truly she really is quite amazing. She never thinks of herself. She's always trying to do what's best for her kids and for everyone. She is selfless. I can't even recall the countless things and many sacrifices she has done for me. Her family is always on her mind and she is constantly worried about us. I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for her. I'm so glad that her and I get along. She really is one of my best friends. I can go to her for anything and she doesn't judge. She openly loves me for me and always knows exactly what to say. I can talk to her about anything. I love our many talks and our many laughs. Sometimes I just call her to hear her voice because I know that everything will be okay when I talk to her. I love how happy she is whenever she talks to me. I love how she always reminds me how proud she is of me and how much she loves me. I can't ever repay or thank you enough for all that you do for me, but thank you. I love you Mommy! xoxo

Finding Balance.

I must say that throughout my life I have tried to find a good happy medium. A good balance in my life. Usually on very rare occasion I stumble across it.

This is where I find myself. I am completely happy. Seriously and truly happy. I feel very in sync with the world and with in myself. It's a marvelous feeling! I think this has to do with a few things. I'm getting my priorities straight. I mean I've always known what they are but I kinda focus on all of them at once. I'm organizing them and really focusing on what's more important and doing them highest priority first.

1. My main priority,school. I love school. Haha. I think school is a very good thing for me. I love learning. I love being challenged. I feel productive and accomplished. I've been staying on top of my studies and focusing and understanding. I'm hoping all this hard works pay off and that I will be able to stay for fall.

2.I am spiritually changing. I am more efficient in my scripture studies and more aware of my personal spiritual well being. I am challenging my spirituality and growing.

3. I am using my time wisely. I'm organizing my time. I'm making to do lists and accomplishing them. I get to bed early and rise early. (something I've never been able to do) I find myself plenty of time to study and then time to do all those things I've wanted to do. Like reading books, and enhancing my talents. I actually feel like I'm not wasting any hour of the day. Crazy.

4. I'm finding the right balance with my social life. I'm a very social, outgoing, person. I'm meeting tons of people, getting involved, and still have the right sense when to say no and give myself some me time.

5. I'm getting better exercise and eating a little healthier. Along with still taking my vitamins. So physically my body is pretty happy.

Things are wonderful. Life is good. I'm finding myself discovering, as time goes on, a better outlook on life. Alright this was more so a journal entry for me.....

But, I'm going home in two weeks! I'm stoked to see everyone and have everyone together. That like never happens. I love family. And there are so many cute guys I'm getting to know! haha. yay! Anyways....find the balance. xoxo