Ramble Ramble

So this is not an important post. I just wanted to post something. So, here I go.....

I ate a small breakfast this morning at 8:30. It is now 4:40. I haven't eaten anything since this morning. I realize I get moody when I'm really hungry. Haha. Plus, I now have a headache. I was running errands (which seriously was like all over town, it was annoying all the places I had to go) so I didn't think about eating.

Now here I sit with my 'feel-good' foods. -Cheddar rice and Broccoli, diet coke, and reeses. I rock.

I was woken up this morning by hammering and banging. 7am and there are workers on my apartment's complex redoing the roof. They were right above my room. I'm not a morning person.

It's really hot outside, and the pool is covered because of those wonderful roof workers. Awesome.

The roof of my mouth itches, still. I don't know if this happens to you. It itches and if you try and fix it then it only gets worse.

I discovered a fabulous new singer, Caitlin Crosby. She's great. I love her music. "Still Has My Heart," is the song that made me find her. It's cute. Look her up 

Breck made me laugh really hard yesterday. Did I mention I was drinking strawberry milk? No worries, I spit it everywhere. haha.

This weekend is the 4th of July! Wahoo! I'll be in Montana at a cabin. I'm so pumped. Hiking, motorcycle, fishing, amazing views, and apparently the stars are to die for. happiness. =) 

 *Ramble, Ramble*
Haha.


xoxo

Needy

I'm pretty sure...

• I need to curl up in my bed and just sleep. Sleep for days. Sleep. What a beautiful thing.
• I need to write in my journal. Take an hour or so and just write out all my thoughts. They're swarming, they need to come out. 
• I need to read these amazing books that are getting suggested to me. The list is getting longer. I need a good read.
• I need to clean my room, really I need to. It's disgusting. Along with the bathroom.
• I need to go to the temple.
• I need to write more poetry. I really like poetry. 
• I need to figure out the musical numbers for church. I'm a slacker.
• I need a fabulous tan. I look good tan.
• I need to spend a few hours looking at the stars. It makes me feel better.  
• I need to hang out with Dayners. I do. I love our times together.
• I need to thank my amazing boyfriend more, he is absolutely wonderful. 
• I need...lots of things apparently. 

So, despite this list of needs (that in reality are probably wants) all I'm going to do to solve them is ignore them. Instead, I'm going to drink a big cup of hot cocoa and start a new day, after a semi-decent night's sleep.

xoxo 

Taken by surprise

So, my history with guys hasn't been the best. I tend to think they are fabulous men, and then they end up being jerks and disrespectful towards me. (And not men at all...silly boys) Tisk! And everyone has always said, "Oh don't worry you'll find someone, that is good for you. Good guys are out there." My response has always been, "Sure, whatever, prove it." Not to say there aren't any good guys out there, but for me, I have never had that. Absolutely, I watch others get treated with so much respect and that's all I want in life, is respect. That's not too much to ask for!

Also, a man, I need a real man. I need a guy who uses his hands, who works hard, who does manly things. I tend to go after the more feminine type. haha. A man that makes me feel like a woman and an important one at that. Also, gives me sweet compliments, and always knows what to do.

Well, I would just like to say, that all those comments of "he's out there," are true. That's right, I'm finally giving in and saying that it is true. They aren't telling me lies, there is proof out there. Really good, fabulous men really do exist. I discovered that recently. Yes! kk and that's that. =)

xoxo   

Sometimes

Sometimes....life is just plain hard.

*sigh*

xoxo